thats it, the 24th year

With 24, I travelled to 25 countries.
I hope every year I can add one to the list.

I am feeling incredible busy right now
and i feel good.
I hate being lazy and doing nothing.
I like ticking to-do boxes.

more is less

life is too short for so many opportunities and excitement
more is less - enjoy more, worry less.
I believe that life has to be simple in order to live colourfully.
the world is all yours, it has nothing to do with the others.
We once desire to have a life on rollercoaser, but finally understood that
the best scene we could ever have is to be kind and gentle, be patient and grateful
in the deep part of our hearts, to enjoy to accept
to slowly drive through the beautiful moments.

little things

I am healthy
I have a good heart
I have clean water
and have eaten today.

almost 23,5

havent writte for a long time
does not mean life went perfectly smooth -
but even though little bumps on life road let me stuck
I got to fix them and get back onto the track.

2016

The year started. so soon. almost end of January.
And what I have done from Christmas to now. Amazingly a lot.
Presentation Seminar, Written part and exams.
Now spontaneously moving, only two of us, no other helping hands.
And in two weeks, from decision to agreement, from moving to designing.
Every thing is done. In 5 days exam period is coming again.
After that the first great opportunities in a big company for me.
What a wonderful start of 2016. What a wonderful ending of 2015.

In the New years eve G burnt his hands while not listening to my advice due to hot oil
fondue dream broken. never mind.
keep my tantrum down. good girl. Keep managing my mood and my fire.
Not easy, huh, but its good for everyone.

Good job, and go on!

mon ami, cest la vie - chérie

And it doesnt change since you fall in love again.
I did.
Crescendo.

First night without his warmth by my side
since the two-week-vacation
I cannot sleep
surprisingly

we have never talked about love
if i love you
if you love me

but every detail, every moment
nothing makes me not to love you.

same winter, just with you

unintentionally and quietly,
not causing any shouting nerves of inside of me.
but powerful and strong enough
impacting and leading my heart and life.

heimweh

the moment you have been kept sending beautiful family pictures,

cosy, warm, happiness and full of candle lights and smile